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08 January 2017 @ 10:44 pm
Hey ! I really don't know what happened, I didn't write for like 4/5 months, I didn't felt like it. But tonight I just wanted to write, so I wrote a drabble.Well it should have been a drabble but 100 words are definitely not enough so yeah...xD That's just some random ideas which came from who knows where though. Anyway I'm posting it here.

Words count:800
Resume: It would be a waste to summarize a 800 words drabble so read it if you feel like it :)

Sho was a normal man, living a normal life. He had a steady job in a company, a wife and a house in the suburb of Tokyo. He doesn’t needed anything and everyone could think that he was a happy man but Sho wasn’t. The worst was that he didn’t even know why he was not happy. It was not because of a problem at work nor because of his wife, it was a diffuse feeling, he couldn’t quite grasp it. He felt that his life lacked of something. Of course he couldn’t talk about it with his wife, she would worry and this is not what Sho wanted. He had some friends but because of his work he couldn’t see them that often, and to be honest he didn’t really felt like speaking to them about his personal problems.

One evening, after a particularly long day at work Sho wasn’t feeling like going home, he couldn’t stand pretending to be serene and smile to his wife. She was not the problem, she was really nice and loving, that’s exactly why Sho didn’t want to see her troubled.
So he decided to go out and drink in a bar. He wasn’t doing that often but once in a while it was relaxing.

Sho was now at the counter of a little bar, the lightnings were subdued and a jazzy tune was being played. He really loved the atmosphere here. In front of him was a glass of gin fizz. Sho wanted to drink something refreshing, maybe this is what he needed in his life, something refreshing. He had considered going on a trip alone but he couldn’t leave his job.

He was lost in his thoughts so he didn’t realize someone had seated next to him. When Sho looked up he saw a slender man who was daydreaming like him. Even though Sho was really close he couldn’t help but stare at the man. He had something special, an aura maybe. Sho felt that this man was a nice guy, he felt that he could speak to him. Of course he didn’t, he was not a freak who hit on guys in a bar. He didn’t even like men, but he just wanted to talk to someone. Sometimes a stranger is better than a friend.

Sho must have been staring too much because the man turned toward him and flashed him a dazzling smile. Sho was taken aback, he had never seen someone smiling like this. The light brown eyes of the stranger were on him but he couldn’t look away. This guy was mesmerizing.

« Uhm…I…I’m sorry, I was staring… »

Sho stuttered. He could feel his cheeks burning. But the stranger laughed. It was the most pleasing sound Sho had heard for a long time. The only thing Sho thought in that moment is « I want to hear it again ».

« No problem, so what’s your name ? »

The stranger was still smiling in a boyish manner. He didn’t seem bothered by Sho looking at him like he had seen a ghost.

«  I’m Sakurai Sho, nice to meet you. »

They exchanged business cards and began to talk. The man whose name was Aiba Masaki was extremely easy to talk to, Sho lost count of time. After three drinks and a lively chat, Sho realized he forgot to tell his wife that he would be coming home late.

« I should go, I have work tomorrow ».

For some reasons Sho didn’t wanted to say that he had a wife. It was not that he was trying to hide it from Aiba but he really didn’t feel like talking about it, so he kept quiet.

They both stepped outside, the cold air hitting their faces. An akward silence fell between them. Aiba then, turned to face Sho and he kissed him. It was a gentle kiss, it fitted Aiba perfectly thought Sho. But he couldn’t let that happen, he was a married man after all. He broke the kiss, looking at Aiba’s eyes. Sho could see warmth in the man’s eyes, suddenly it felt right to be with him.

« I’m married » Sho ended up blurting out.

Aiba smiled and this smile was saying « I don’t care ». He took Sho’s hand in his and they walked like this until they reached the station. Before they parted, Aiba leaned in and kissed Sho again. It was more possessive than the first time but still sweet.

« Call me whenever you want. » was the last words Aiba said with a smile before leaving.

Sho knew. He knew that despite his wife and his principles he would end up calling Aiba. He couldn’t let this man escape, because thanks to him he finally found what lacked in his life. Love.
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: Amazarashi - 夏を待っていました
28 September 2016 @ 10:31 pm
Hey there !

I've nothing to post today. I'm writing the sequel of caught but I don't really know how it will turn out to be honest...And since uni started I kinda stopped even though I'm not busy at all.

I'm majoring japanese but I've been learning it since high school so I already speak the language a bit. But in uni classes are for beginners so it's extremely boring for me...I've like only 3 or 4 hours of classes per day...GIVE ME WORK FOR FUCK'S SAKE.
I really feel like I'm wasting my time...

So yeah since I have a lot of time I've no excuses not to write...I'll try to motivate myself lol.

Current Location: Paris
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: Wasteland - the GazettE
23 August 2016 @ 02:51 pm
So I did the Stormfreaks Arashi card exchange, I sent mine like 3 days ago so I was absolutely not expecting to receive a card so soon. But I found that in my mailbox today.

I'M SO HAPPY OMG LIKE WOW GIRL THANK YOU SO MUCH ! There are tiny Nino stickers everywhere this is so cute ! It seriously brightened my day ! :D

Arashi's fans are the best ! :D
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Johnny's West - Lovely Xmas
11 August 2016 @ 11:19 pm
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Current Location: My bed
Current Mood: indifferentindifferent
Current Music: Arashi - Lotus
19 July 2016 @ 11:40 pm
Hi guys !

Finally some news concerning a project ! I've started to write a Matsumiya one shot wouhou !!
I've been inspired by the drama BORDER (with the hot handsome Oguri Shun). So yes this a detective fic ! I'm not going to revealed too much about it because I want to keep you waiting. (lol I don't even know if people are reading my fics or what I'm saying but whatever I like speaking alone.)

I've already written 3 pages so I won't drop this project like my Sakumoto one shot. I'm pretty motivated to finish this one. It's been such a long time since I wrote that easily. It feels awesome !

But I'll warn you now. This one shot might content blood/breath play and slight BDSM. I like to write dark stuffs.

I don't know when I'll post it or even finish it but it shouldn't take too long. And looking at how it is now I might write a sequel to it, I don't know.

That's all ! See you~
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: creativecreative
Current Music: Coldrain - Voiceless
13 July 2016 @ 10:51 pm

This is the photo I took with Man with a mission last thursday.

Honestly I was quite tired of concerts because people are disrespectful and it pisses me off. For example at One ok rock concert me and my friends were waiting in front of the venue since 10 in the morning, it was during winter and it was fucking freezing. One hour before the concert, people kept arriving and they didn’t respect the line at all ! So eventhough we were here since hours a lot of people who just arrived went in before us. Furthermore during the concert people were pushing to get in front, and they were not nice at all. ( I won't even talk about GazettE's concert in Paris lol)
So yeah I didn’t want to go to concert anymore because of the disrespectful persons.

But this time it was different. It was a small venue and the fans were older so everything went fine. When someone pushed me another guy helped me keep my balance and asked me if I was alright. I could really enjoy the concert without being annoyed by disrespectful fans. And that was truly awesome !

I wish all the fans would stop being selfish and help to create a good concert for everyone.

(This is only my own experience of concerts in France so don’t take this personally but I've been to quite a bunch of japanese bands's concerts and everytime there were complains about the fans's behavior...)
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: GReeeeN - 夢
13 July 2016 @ 07:44 pm

Nope I'm not here to post a fanfic. I can't get things done sorry.

I won't even talk about Nino's rumor because this is too stupid. The guy should be able to date who the fuck he wants, he is not a kid.

Anyway about Jun's new movie...I have nothing against Arimura (I don't get why people hate her) but the story is, in my point of view, boring. Romance between a teacher and his student is so classic this is not even interesting anymore. More mature romance drama are better, like Hirugao or last cinderella. But I will watch this movie anyway, I don't want to judge only by the synopsis, and since I like both Jun and Arimura...

And finally Japonism DVD's release date is out ! I can't wait any longer to have it ! I'm broke as fuck after the Japan Expo so I'll just buy the regular version lol.
Ugh I want to see Nino perform Music so bad~

Enough with my ramblings. I'll try to write a bit tonight !
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: soresore
Current Music: Hey! Say! JUMP - ウェークエンダー
24 June 2016 @ 07:06 pm
Hi !

Omg it's so empty here...I wish I could write more but I'm procrastinating too much...
But ! I've started a Sakumoto one shot. I used a prompt generator because my imagination is non-existant lately xD

So the prompt I got was: sexting + anonymous sex

And since I can't get enough of Sakumoto I've chosen this pairing~

But damn man sexting is not easy to write ! The plot is a bit twisted too so I need to write carefuly to not mess up somewhere xD
Honestly, if I write it well it could be awesome but I'm lazyyyy. I keep telling myself that I have to at least finish it but...I don't know...

I wish writing was easy and I could write like...2 one shots a day D: But since I'm lazy and not an english native speaker that's a bit complicated...


I really want to at least write Sakumoto once so even if I give up on this one I'll try again with another prompt.
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: indifferentindifferent
Current Music: NEWS - Sakura girl
11 June 2016 @ 10:40 pm

The first Arashi’s DVD I ever watched was The Digitalian so tonight I decided to watch it again. When Aiba started to dance for Disco Star I thought “Why the hell didn’t I run away when I first saw this ?” xD

I mean this could have saved me from the fangirl abyss I fell into. But I guess I wasn’t impressed by this man wiggling in purple bell-bottom trousers.

Current Location: My bed
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Kamijo - Rose croix
06 May 2016 @ 11:11 pm
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Current Location: My bed
Current Mood: dorkydorky
Current Music: Tegomass - Miso soup